I know many Christians who recognize God to be good and gracious; benevolent and loving; generous and forgiving. However, do they acknowledge this merely intellectually, or is it their personal experience? Moreover--and more importantly--I get the sense that many, if not most, relate to God from a false understanding of their true identity. It sounds right and pious to view oneself as a sinner whom God continually forgives and loves, and there is some sort of strange pleasure they indulge in when they make statements such as "I'm a sinner saved by grace" and the like. It sounds humble to identify oneself first as a worm and second as an object of God's affection and forgiveness. But I believe this view falls horribly short of the reality of who they are. It ignores the fact of their true nature, a new creation, and as Paul and Peter would add, that the believer is "united with Christ" and a "partaker of the divine nature."
The believer is united and one spirit with Christ, Paul states further, and I am convinced that most Christians never accept this truth as their reality. Christians, and people in general, have been taught to gain their identity from what they do. Therefore, the Christian who struggles to obey God sees their sin and failure primarily, and God in all his good attributes secondarily. How can one be both a sinner by nature (i.e., your perceived nature based on your actions) and a "partaker of the divine nature" at the same time? And even if the Christian denies that they are still a sinner by nature, their perception of who they are is still based on their actions. The cause for this confusion comes from at least two sources: 1. a traditional view of ourselves placed on us by others, and; 2. a misreading of Paul in several key scripture passages.
What I am asserting will be rejected by those steeped in a confused identity of themselves, and they will continue to view God through their sin, their sins, and their failures. But if they reject the original lie of the accuser and accept that they have been made complete in Christ and are like God, the benefits of union with Christ will open up to them a world of possibilities they never imagined. In other words, without this mind of Christ (a view of God and themselves not through a false nature), they will never fully know all that is in store for them.
We focus obsessively on our sins, trying to stop them, but that only causes us to sin more. Our confused identity as sinners keeps us in sin, and thus honoring ourselves and others becomes a constant battle in which we quickly compromise, since we can't "live holy." We were meant for so much more, and our failed view of ourselves and our compromised behaviors inaccurately reflects the love of Christ to all men and women.
God is indeed good, loving, and gracious, but our reality goes much deeper and truer than that. Stop viewing yourself and God through your sinning; stop accepting a false identity based on what you do rather than who you are in God. A life you have yet to imagine exists. A life free from sin and struggle. You've actually already been carried through the Door in the arms of Christ. Relax and enjoy the union.
Grace=Peace,
Jeremy